Final journal entry ( Read more... )

"God pours life into death and death into life without a drop being spilled." ~Author Unknown

Perfect Situation By: Weezer ( Read more... )

Lonely Day By:System of a Down ( Read more... )

So I felt like the biggest asshole ( Read more... )

This time last year I thought I lost everything.... but I didn't. I guess without death their couldn't be life and in this case I guess it's true. About this time last year I woke up to find my father dead. Yeah I relive it, not as often but I do. I miss him there is no spinning that, but people die. Yeah I know I shouldn't be putting it like that ( Read more... )

I'm really losing it now, listening to SOAD isn't helping....

Here is the one of the world's most respectable jokes told by those loveable South Park kids! http://www.jonathan.malory.btinternet.co.uk/south_park.htm

Was going to make a long post from what I got analyzing Tiffany, Matt and my journals before but mostly after my father dieing but fuck it. Ask me the conclusions I got if you so choose. The main one I could come up with, I'm a dumbass, I can't write at all.

Yeah, I'm so torn up inside right now it isn't even funny. Things are going great for me right now, yet for the past week I've felt the tension build in the back of my mind and at times like this I think I'm losing it. Tiffany and I just ate spaghetti (thank god she cooked it, it always tastes better) in the living room with the candles lit and ( Read more... )