current weight:110

i cant take this
i hate myself
i look fucking distgusting

im not eating
ever again
and if i do ill throw it up
i dont care
i have to be thin
its not even a want anyomore
its a need
its a must do
must think about 24/7ill do whatever it takes ( Read more... )

OK this is my first time in lj so be patient please
Stats? I think so!

name:Melody
age:16
height:5'5
Highest weight:144 (eweweweewewew)
Current weight:115
Short term goal:110
Long term goal:90

Im gonna get a lay then start updating<3