I finally asked. I explained the situation and I have been given a few more hours at work. I still have a job which surprises me. But I was allowed more hours and more money... which surprised me further. I honestly expected him to fire me for even asking, I should have believed Chinen. I'm happy with it now. I'm going to save alongside Tachibana- ( Read more... )

I'm really still annoyed. How can people be allowed to make snap judgements without knowing all of the details? I don't understand it. Why do people have to be sneaky and sly and mean just to get their point across? Why do people want what they can't have? Why do people say one thing and then demand another? Why can't people just shut the fuck up? ( Read more... )

The other day was nice, seeing Chinen and meeting Nozomi-chan. The girls liked her a lot and have been asking about her since. I told them I'd talk to her brother about it but I think he's gone off to do something stupid. I hope he's keeping safe............ The other night was fun. Tachibana-san cooked something very delicious while we talked and ( Read more... )

Chinen is coming over here soon, I've told Tachibana-san he should be on his best behaviour, and the girls are curious to meet him. I'll probably sit out back in the garden with him. It's a warm night, I'd like that. I'm trying not to think too much about what needs to happen and everything and school is doing a good job of distracting me some ( Read more... )

Just a few more days until school starts. Tachibana-san's parents were good enough to arrange things for me so the girls can go back to school. And the funeral was today. A day late because of rain. Not many people were there. I'm not shocked. But they're gone for good now and I... am not sure what to do with myself now ( Read more... )

I should probably talk about the last days of the tournament. How everyone played well and how we won. I should probably mention the party and how everyone looked good and I had fun dancing and, for a moment, forgetting about everything to be in the arms of the man I love ( Read more... )

I went to sit with Chitose-san for a little while yesterday. Until Tachibana-san came to get me. I left him a note. He's much taller than Tachibana-san........... But he was nice to keep me company and listen to me talk.

We're in New York now and I don't feel like going out to look around just yet. Maybe tomorrow....

I slept away the flight. I don't really remember any of it. I think someone slipped me a sedative ( Read more... )

Strange how things can get so complicated so quickly.

A part of me wants to be home right now.

The other part says I'm not far enough away.

Why can we only post ads for singles? Someone said they couldn't post something for someone because they were taken. I forget who said it and why, could have been me, I forget. But I don't think we need to hold back and just leave it to the singles. I have a boyfriend who needs to be shown to you all because I love him and because I think he's a ( Read more... )