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[shiatretiel]

Today sucked... I was pretty much cold today... it was hard to feel anything but despair. How can one person do this to me? How can such an individual scar me so much, that any sign of him makes me converge in emotional turmoil and pain

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I Love You

[juligreenheart]

You have no reason to be sorry. patience is what i give you, space well if i gave you anymore i would be on the other side of the planet, if it is time you want take it, Remember though i am alway willing to listen, no matter what. I hope to see you soon, i miss you, ^_^ Loves

[koverus]

hmm, for the few moments i saw you, you seemed alright. we just talked really... so i guess i dont know. sorry to hear about all this. hey, at least you got $70 right? well... $65 of that was already yours anyways... hmm...
thanks os much for getting those pants by the way.

[social_abject]

[gatodivine]

hey, you started it.

[shiatretiel]

Thats something incredably childish to say.

[gatodivine]

that's what adults say when clever children question them.
don't be that way.
i'm drunk enough now to leave my silly pride behind laura... i think you're a damn nice person, and it'd be a shame to lose you... but i'm not going to change myself to be who you think i am.
that said, i've been back to 'normal' as far as anyone is concerned, for a few days now. otherwise i would not have taken such offense to your previous comment.

[shiatretiel]

I don't know.. truthfully? I was afraid to even look at that comment. I am scared of you now. Why? Because now that you seemed to have reincarnated into The Bastard, I see it in you more than I should. When I see you, talk to you, my heart turns cold, as if it really was The Bastard. Maybe we need to get drunk together, so we can put this behind us. So I don't have to feel like this anymore.

[koverus]

laura, you see him everywhere. usually when we go out, you point at least twice to something random saying it reminds you of him. you are gonna see it in everyone cause people get angry or stupid. its what they do, they are people. you can either live in fear that something wiil resemble him, letting it ruin your friendships or some other aspect of your life, or you can just get over it, forget all the shit, and have fun with your life. i know it wont be as easy as it sounds, but thats what needs to be done.

and if you two go get drunk together, bring me along.

[shiatretiel]

-.- Actually.. I dont need someone lecturing me about it. Because it all nice when its said, but it doesn't help the feeling go away. You have no fucking clue Mike, no fucking clue.