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[shidouishamael]

So, I'm finally writing here. I haven't really had the thought-train to do it. But, maybe I am, finally. I'm working still, hard, on getting my mind right. It's taken a long time, and I think I'm finally on the ball, so to speak. Work's been fine, frustrating, but fine. A few raises since I last posted, so, that makes it much easier

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[paladin_artea]

Ooh, sorry to hear your dad's coming down. Are you going to let him see you? I wouldn't know what to do in your situation, but I'm here for you, buddy. I don't want to see you get hurt by him popping up and disappearing again...

PS Cool Magiyellow icon.

[wild_eyes]

Chirp. <3

[ladyortyger]

Yes, you need a paid account to make phone posts.

[mysoul]

I've dealt with that whole non-existant father who suddenly appears and then jerks you around with years and years of reappearing-disappearing. I know how it feels all too well. And I have to say, that once you realize harboring things isn't healthy, and give him a chance, whether or not it turns out well, at least you'll know if all of those years of insecurity was really worth it. The worst he can do is decide he doesn't like you (and vice versa), and yes, it will hurt at first. It'll hurt like a bitch. But then you'll realize there's no reason to let a person who shouldn't matter to you run your life in regards to your emotional well-being anymore.

If you ever need to talk, you know where I am.

[shidouishamael]

I know hon, and thanks.

I have my dad's number...well, not anymore. *cough* I accidentally let it get erased on my old phone. If I choose to talk to him, I can get his number from his younger brother, whose number I have on my desk.

Somewhere. >.