heavy in your arms

[shihan_ai]

heavy in your arms
Wufan/Luhan/Yixing
2,373 words | NC-17
he tries to fall in love before the sun rises
a/n: title from song by the same name by Florence + the Machine & this is for linna because this and also because i promised her a fic on twitter :3

Comments

[mumbles]

the noises I made when reading this just made me thankful I wasn't out whilst reading this!

I think being in a polygamy relationship like this really takes an amount of trust and compromise with everyone. I love yixing being rough here or maybe he's just being possessive since Wufan is there too u___u
Oh Luhan, once you're in a relationship, things are always complicated even if you want it to be simple.
ugh wufan hasn't confessed but luhan knows and I just want to throttle the three of them.
Basically this is just me having feelings for your story ;;

[shihan_ai]

lol reading fic in public is the worst; once i pokerfaced so hard my cheeks hurt

the thing is this relationship should technically work, because they are all so close and the attraction is there in all directions, but it doesn't work at all since the three of them are all on very different levels emotionally. so what should've been sexy fun times turns into this tense powerplay of sorts and it's just so messed up.

wufan hasn't said anything but luhan knows and yixing knows and yixing can't risk losing luhan (and wufan) to each other so he keeps this hold over luhan. you know what throttling sounds like a good idea

please have all the feelings lol; thanks for reading and commenting!

[izzy03]

Oh my god.
This is perfect. I just.. i can`t even. You are a GOD! *dies*

[shihan_ai]

asdjf you are far too kind!

i just have a ridiculous amount of feelings for these three (and the rest of the band OTL) and i have a secret notsosecret thing for yixing being not so nice /hides

thanks for reading and commenting~

[izzy03]

awww *hugs for being too cute*
i`m not too kind, but it`s the pure truth + there is smth about these three and that minseok that does things to me.
omg xDD the same! i think about lay and i go: biiiitch [but in a loving voice ofc] you`re sooo not a nice person and i`m not even kidding ><

And bwt you`re really talented and I really enjoy reading everything you write// it just pulls me in <3

[shihan_ai]

tehehe :3

oh god don't get me started on minseok, that boy ruins me. him and jongdae cries

this entire band is full of dumbs and they are all liferuiners tbqh. and it's extra interesting because they're so different on and off stage so we've got these complicated personalities to work with fic wise~

aww thank you again, you are such a sweetie~~~

[roughly_yours]

I LOVE LOVE LOVE THEIR DYNAMIC! I love how possessive Lay is and how in love Kris is. It's just so perfect! I love this ot3 but there's just such a lack of fics like this! I've always felt that Lay would be extremely rough in bed hahhaaha. Overall, I really enjoyed reading this!

[shihan_ai]

thank you! these three have such a history and their relationship is so deliciously layered :D

we don't see yixing like this nearly enough, possessive and not the selfless, understanding bf that he often is in fics, so i had way too much fun writing this

exo ot3s are the greatest, i wish there were more~

thanks for reading and commenting!

oh my god

[ofolivesnginger]

so i am most definitely creeping but that's not the point because wow. while i read i tried to formulate things to say in the comment and now i cant remember because last three paragraphs. i am floored. *falls down*

i came looking for krishan but i found ot3. yay!! although it's rare that it's about the three of them /not/ working together perfectly and i enjoyed this very much. also i've not read a krislayhan with luhan as the anchor rather than yixing and now im starting to think it makes a hell lot of sense. i kept thinking back this whole time on how luhan said his defining trait is his loyalty to friends and i jsut wihmperign

also luhan shutting kris up with a kiss because hes scared of hearing what he might say. (weeping)

Re: oh my god

[shihan_ai]

Hehe creep away -lays out welcome mat-

Eeee I just did a happy little flail to your comment because I'm so glad you liked it since this was a quite different take on the usual krishanlay ot3 dynamic. Yeah like you said, it's usually yixing tying them together but I've always felt like luhan would fit into that role just as well if not better and I wish we got more krishan interaction because I think people would pick up on their closeness (and delicious complexity) more if they do.

Luhan just gives me horrible feelings in general but him with the others in the band just wound me (weeps with you)

[chaoua]

I READ THIS AGAIN I LOVE YOU

[shihan_ai]

AKSDFJL H I :3

/CUDDLES UP TO YOU

(just so you know your fic recs is giving me feels so i started writing again oops)

[chaoua]

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

we should write something together!!! i've always wanted to do, like... one person writes something, and then the other person responds to that by writing something, and just goes back and forth without talking about what should happen with the other, we decide individually how the story is going to go in each piece. and considering how inconsistent we are with writing (LOL), i think this would be perfect?!

[shihan_ai]

Sdlksdjnflskjs THAT IS SUCH A GOOD IDEA although I will be hopelessly biased to my otps and prob ninja in all the Lu-pairings just so you know