I've told myself countless times that expectations will remain as that and usually, they end up as disappointments. So why do I keep expecting more? How many times do I have to go through the same, if not deeper, phase of disappointment, regret and frustration before I finally wake up and realise that it has been a waste of time+emotion? I know it ( Read more... )

"There's a magic that happens when you dance
Everything lines up, the world is in sync
For one perfect moment, you feel totally alive
But to make a living as a dancer, you go through stuff that doesnt feel so magical
The rejection, crappy pain and endless auditions
That's when it feels like your world shrinks down to the same cold room, the same ( Read more... )

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Taking a break from memorizing/doing up scripts for the 3 presentations this coming week to clear my mind... by clearing some photos from my phone. It's running out of space (not to the extent that there's a "no storage left" notification but still) and I'm pretty prepared to change to an iPhone or a Note 4 in December. This post can be taken as ( Read more... )

I think I've changed a lot over the span of 1.5 months. I've been super busy these days, and it's times like this where I really know who my true friends are and the people that I will sacrifice my time for no matter how busy I am. I can say that I am trying very hard to get used to this new routine and sacrificing some things to balance out my day ( Read more... )

First week of school and I think I'm barely alive. Literally. Caught a flu after camp which is annoyingly persistent and involuntarily led to me being a little bit more quiet in school. If everyone thought I was quiet before this, I'd be practically mute and unsociable now. It's okay guys, I'm just sick and not feeling the mood, the normal me will ( Read more... )

Remember how I said yay to term break? No, I totally take back my words. For the past week till the start of the new term, I don't have any free days at all. "Free day" = a day where I have no plans; a stay home and lay in bed all day kind of day. Nonetheless, time spent with friends is always great so I guess there's no complaining about that ( Read more... )

It hasn't even been a month since my previous post, but I think that a lot has changed/happened over the span of 3-4 weeks. Some things good, some things bad, but I can safely say that I'm fine and all is well so I guess it's not a problem. Currently having a 3-week term break, and I'm so grateful for it because it just means that I get to catch up ( Read more... )

( come back home )

It's kind of weird how I actually have a lot more fun when school started in comparison to the semester break (which was extremely long fml). Somehow my days become more eventful than usual? I don't know, but I shouldn't complain. The past week has been great although school has been tiring as always. I think the journey to school tires me more ( Read more... )