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Need inspiration / focus
I had a big post prepared but the internet is shit and lj is shit so it didn't post and lj doesn't save drafts anymore so fuck lj and fuck the internet. And Swagger ( Read more... ) -
Back to the Grind
So I've brought my laptop in. I think I might start back on art again. I feel 7 months is long enough to settle back in to the rhythm of things. However, I am much busier than usual as I now run a farm solo for 6-10 hours out of the day. Fortunately most days there isn't that much to do. Most of the work gets done in group projects on weekends and ( Read more... ) -
I'm a meme I'm a meme I'm a meme!
Golder provides meme! This meme has subject! Many questions! Handle it ( Read more... ) -
Horses are Crazy
So spring has finally arrived. Of course this means going outside and doing lots of cleaning since humans in these northern climates tend to hibernate and then clean out their dens when warm weather arrives. It nearly drove me crazy being inside all winter but I made it. Anyway, this being a horse farm and all I thought I'd try my hand at managing ( Read more... ) -
In Michigan
So I've just traveled cross county to a strange new land where the strange white stuff covers the ground. Spent my first night at Akhor's place. His brother is... highly critical of people. I understand where he's coming from but.... he has no off button,lol. Makes watching TV very hard. His parents are very nice and welcoming, as are the animals, ( Read more... ) -
Off we go
All packed and ready to go. Leave in the morning.
I guess I'll try to communicate as best as I can. No guarantees for a few day, though. WISH ME THE LUCKS -
It is done
I am packed. The ticket has been reserved. I leave Wednesday.
I have never felt more conflicted about anything in all my life. -
Old Writings: Nursery Days
I have been going through a lot of my old stuff to decide what to take with me to remind me of who I am. It's more necessary than you might think. I found some poems and project papers I did from the 90's and early 00's. I thought I'd post a few of them here since I don't know how else to share them. This first one I wrote while working as sales ( Read more... ) -
Update and meme
So it's been about three and a half weeks since I started the medicine. I'm still alive and feeling much better in some ways thanks to the medicine blocking extra signals to my heart. Blood pressure good. Heart rate great. Arrythmias almost never. Headaches? Forget about em. Chest pain. OH YES ( Read more... ) -
Little update
So this makes day 3 of being on my medication. Immediately I noticed that my palpitations went away which, really, only served to scare me since now I can't feel my heart beating every second of every day. My arythmias have been extremely docile, though, but it's still too early to tell what the medicine will be capable of just yet. I'm frustrated ( Read more... )