So, it started out that one person was trying to intrude on my current life, in order to make me feel guilty. And I, in order to not feel like I was hiding something, told someone else about it, who was hurt. In doing so though, I LET the first person actually intrude and make things weird. Hows about that ( Read more... )

I'm so bored. I don't know what to do with myself, although I know what I SHOULD be doing with myself. I just managed to write 6 pages, not send it to myself on the library computer, and then log off, erasing my work. :( I could moan and groan about it for a while, or I could just start writing again. What will I really do? Probably go buy smokes ( Read more... )

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha like four people will know why i'm so happy... soooooo good!

on the way to work, i saw Geoff walking totally unexpectedly. the last time that happened i was a freshman or sophomore and saw Matt and Em and Mike in the subway heading the same direction, in the same car. i think there should be a global rule that when that happens, you both skip out on whatever you're doing at the moment to hang out. then, ( Read more... )

Well, that was sad. Teto and I are over, at least for right now. Finishing up school and moving back home should be easier now, but nothing feels easier. He is really understanding, even though its painful, and thats how I know it was a good choice to date him in the first place. We had some really good times, and its a shame, but I have to move on ( Read more... )

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Did you ever have the best intentions of doing a whole bunch of work over the weekend, and even though you knew what you had to do, you couldn't bring yourself to do it?

This is why i'm up at this god awful hour, trying to work on a paper, and obviously getting distracted.

Oh! And I lost my wallet... go me

I am so busy and frustrated that I needed to write something about it, in the hope that other people have these problems too. Here's my schedule because I'll be referencing it a lot ( Read more... )

So, I was screwing around on facebook and I started looking at everyone's pictures and remembering good times, which was nice. Then it moved into me looking at pictures and seeing how great everyone is doing, and holding myself up in comparison to everyone else. I can't help but feel like I'm wasting time, like I'm going nowhere, and that I won't ( Read more... )

Here I am, back at CNR with all the internet access I can handle. After not having the internet over the summer, it seems REALLY weird ( Read more... )