my dad brought up an idea today. the NAVY ( Read more... )

http://shimmer-blind.livejournal.com/2004/08/03/

is it bad that this stupid (terrible) poem i wrote while working at frischs is still as fitting in 2006 as it was in 2004

uhh the only thing i have in common with these pretty ladies is the shape of our faces..
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i am a dreamer.
i dream for a love like those in movies.
i am also a realist.

but what sucks the most is the nonverbal connection. he knows me. inside and out. like nobody else. i dont even have to say a word and he will know somethings wrong. its scary that he knows me that well and has since the day we met. its scary that he knows me better than i ( Read more... )

kinda. sorta. really. mad at myself. i had my phone on silent so i wouldnt be tempted to answer it. fell asleep in the recliner upstairs. somehow woke up right when lindsey called. hell, i even had the vibrate off so i dont know how it happened. i picked up. things were going well for like 15 minutes. then he made a comment similar to "you got a ( Read more... )

please excuse how awful i look in these.. my hair has to be pulled back so really i look like an ugly man

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burn clinic was not so bad. apparently 90% of the burn is 2nd degree and will eventually heal all by itself. they were not sure about the area right in the crease of my neck. it may be third degree there and i may need a skin graft but i will find out for sure next monday. they gave me another prescription for vicodin ( Read more... )

i have to go to the burn clinic today. they told me to bring a lot of my vicodin with me. im assuming that means they are going to scrub it again. :( seriously it hurts so bad right now. i dont think i can handle them scrubbing it again. they had to literally hold me down the first time. this sucks really big balls ( Read more... )

i was in a car wreck friday going to work. dont really know what happened. the doctors said the airbag saved my life but the chemicals inside it burnt the hell out of my skin. they said its the worst burn from an airbag they have ever seen. YEAH ITS NOT PRETTY. also they sent me home after 12 hours friday night and said the catscans were normal. ( Read more... )