i miss ms. northup, does anyone have her contact info? i would love you guys, forever and ever. but i already do. *sigh. love, jes.

all i know is that I love you ( Read more... )

"We Belong Together ( Read more... )

got a cell FINALLY. Jes added me to her plan. yay! and it's pink! whee. i get unlimited text and the internet. the web is free for the first two months, but for 10bucks more a month, i'll prob keep it ( Read more... )

got to see mandee last night! we had omg so much fun. i also got to me the mysterious steven that i have heard so much about for the past 3 years of knowing her. he is soooooo fun! she had her gay man, and i didn't have mine...but i tried calling you HAVIS like omg, i think like 8 times last night...you suck. hehe, we already knew that, right ( Read more... )

god, i hate seeing someone that i cared about being happy...without me. fucking bless him god. i hate this feeling. i love him but i hate him at the same time. i need to fuck someone. help.

yay. dad will be home again tonight...know what that means...the real good shit! we smoked redhair the other night...oh god. that's all i can say. oh god. but i perfer dro. fuck the shitty stuff, i'll drop $90 for some good dro...fuck yeah. but $300 for the redhair...eh...

love you all, jes.

so second day of class was MUCH better. my brownies turned out better today rather than yesterday's. and on friday, we are being timed on them for 20minutes or under...i can do that! and we did air brushing today. that was fun. on cupcakes. hehe. my air brushing needs some work. but it was my first day doing it...i did fairly well. we did ( Read more... )

whoo shit day of shit days. started the bakery thing...freakin' harder than i thought it would be. i'm not doing as well as the other kids, and to me, that's failing, so i am really hard on myself. eh.

and i miss someone in particular. think real hard, you know who you are.

love ya all, jes.

went to the doc, like usual...ok cool. but...couldn't help but to notice this guy that was fucking staring me down. he waits, then ask if he can speak to me outside, (he's like a 30year old man,) i say ...ok..., he's very polite about it, but creepy. so he talks to me outside saying, "i think i know you and i can't place how, and i wanted to ask ( Read more... )