so i kno its been a LONG while .. like .. really long while .. but thats cool .. lets see .. whats new?? i live in burlington now .. and i fucking hate it ..  im always depressed .. and i have stomach cramps .. and just a whole buncha shit .. and its no good .. im fuckin stressed likea mother fucker .. and its just not any good .. since ive been ( Read more... )

Today i was thinking .. and i honestly do not deserve the friends that i have .. they are some of the most amazing people on earth!! i mean .. idk .. ive just havent been myself lately .. and they just have been here for me .. makin sure im ok .. and stuff .. idk .. i just dont deserve the friends that i have .. they treat me good! i love them all ( Read more... )

So .. Stephanie said that i had to update .. so this is my update .. uhm .. hmm .. nothing exciting in my life .. stpehanie and holly are movin in together .. thats pretty fuckin cool!! im so effin happy for them!! Stephanie got a boyfriend .. one that actually treats her rite .. and he actually likes me .. and holly too .. lol .. and we can all ( Read more... )

yea..i didnt die or anything..lol im still alive..lol...i graduated..and then i moved in with my momma...bc im sick of cat and her shit..and ive been a ton happier! other than my mom accusing me of smoking weed and shit im all good...me and danny are talkin again..man i missed that kid...it was cool too bc its like we never really stopped talkin ya ( Read more... )

yes...as it says..im changing my name..to samdu...bc i am having diffuculities spelling my name...only when i type it...bc i cant hit the rite keys..so when i sign my comments and such...it will be from samdu...just because that would be 10 thousand times easier than sandy..dont ask..mmkay?? lol ( Read more... )

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yes..as you can tell this is going to be a rant/depression entry..i normally dont do this but i am out of options..and i need some advice....so here it goes ( Read more... )

i am updating rite now..and uhm...yea..its like 1 44 in the am...and im not tired...lol..so i was like..i think imma update this bia-tch! its not like anybody ACUTLALY reads it..but hey..it works..hmm...whats goin on in my sad pathetic life that i have.....hmm....uhm...im at my moms rite now..thats plainly obvious bc im online..lol..hmm....uhm... ( Read more... )

i can live with that!

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ha ha ha! im so funny..and so is that! ha ha ha!!! rotffl! hambone! theres a story there! lol!

OMG MY NAME IS BARARA!! HOLY FUCKIN SHIT! LOL....THATS FUKIN GREAT! yea theres a story there too! lol

ha ha mort! ha ha....well then..im lookin forward to tomarrow! lol..jk

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yea and im the ( Read more... )

god i never really relized how much i hate guys..i went thru and read a bunch of my old emails...and i really fuckin hate guys! i cant belive i ever dealt with all thier shit! u guys have no fuckin clue! nobody really does! spet for me and a very select few people! i honelty dont feel like getitg into it ( Read more... )