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Last day
I'm trying to find a trigger for my own happiness
Since this is my last day as 23y.o
Somehow, i was so sad.
Still stuck in same place.
What a happiness is?
Sappari wakaranai.
Demo for sure. .
Kore kara mo~ yoroshiku onegaishimasu, Shin.
Douka oshiawase ni. .
Onegaishimasu
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Wth of going on with my life
The most difficult things will happened after this. .
But in the end, ,
It is . . . . bcoz we r still in the process. .
Even with a pain and wound we are still going to straight ahead. . right in the future. .
What are we worry about?
Even like that, tmr will comes..
Definitely. .
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If i have too. .
I will close my eyes and shut it deep inside and ( Read more... ) -
kinda complicated
the one i like and the one who closed with me,
is 2 different person.
i do not lose sight of whom i like.
just talking about him, always doki2 and my hand freze.
my body reacted b4 my heart.
but of course this is one love sided
and i don't even wanna care,
am i being loved or not.
docchi demo iin da.
datte ano hito koto ga suki desu. .
but even like that,
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One By Lee so jung
When I saw you for the first time
I knew you were the one
You didn't say a word to me
but love was in the air
When you held my hand
pulled me into your world
from then all of my life
has changed for you
now I never feel lonely again
'coz you're in my life
Love, how can I explain to you
the way I feel inside
when I think of you
I thank you for everything that ( Read more... ) -
こわいい だから
something stuck on my heart.
breathless
hurt
and painful. .
open up isn't always a good things.
i was afraid of forgetting the feeling of being alone.
means i was afraid of feeling lonely.
he came in my life and mess my life.
i don't lost a sight about whom i like.
but he comes everyday. when he doesn't care.
it's hurt.
breathless. .
painful.
i dun wanna forget ( Read more... ) -
suck
for example. .
i know i'm suck. .
but when some1 told me "u are suck"
somehow it's hurt me a lot.
but why?
even i already know about it.
but my tears come out, my voice stopped and i don't hv any energy to talk anymore.
i knew it, but i cried over it. .
nande darou?
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hmm
a things like, i miss ya, i like ya or i love ya, shouldn't spoken easily.
bcoz human will trapped easily.
i don't wanna forget with the feeling of being alone.
so i won't scare of anything.
but lately some1 came and saying that kind of stuff.
a things that i do not understand.
ckckckckckck
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even there is a nice person.
in the end, i prefer an alien. ( Read more... ) -
trapped
"Is not like, i wanna be some1 friends or close with some1.
I just simply wanna talk."
this is what i wrote earlier when i'm online in that chat app.
then without i realized i already trapped.
being connected with some1 kinda addictive.
i feel like, i don't know what to do without it.
baka deshou?
once we r open up toward some1 it's hard to stop it.
jaa ( Read more... ) -
yume mitai
and now i'm completely awaken.
in the end it's just a dream.
yappari ningen ga kowaii.
uso bakkari.
but somehow i relief that knowing the fact.
i'm grateful for seeing that dream.
i don't blame some1.
hmm. .
from now on. i could be my self again
kore kara mo~ yoroshiku shin & Lil Devil. *bow
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Ridiculous
if u know it. u will laugh a lot.
actually, i was so happy till the point i can't sleep.
hajimete da~
i thought, i like u and i feels like. . it's reach u.
and i just can't believe it.
there is a part of my self that can't accept it.
demo~ suki yo~
sugoku ureshii mo~
watashi wa baka dakara.
i dun know what to do.
aitai demo aitakunai.
datte kowai da mou~
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