I have lived, 3 decades.
I am now in my fourth.
they say bad things comes in threes.
So perhaps this is my first good one.....

And I swear to god I will not put up with the petty, girly drama anymore. If you want to be like that, do it with some other, low intelligent, uninteresting bimbos.

thank you,

I haven't written in so long. I feel the urge to write, but feel like I need to fill in the blanks. It almost prompted me to start a new journal-fresh start. But no matter what you try to hide in life it's still there. So to pretend what I'd written in the past, didn't happen would be misleading ( Read more... )

Ugh. It's 2:30 am. i think I'm going to be pulling an all nighter. Which sucks. Jeff's coming for dinner and I don't feel like being a dead hostess. However we have Thursday off so that is good ( Read more... )

4 months later ( Read more... )

Tomorrow will mark a day....that I wish had never happened. It marks a day that I wish never happened because the previous 7 years before that should have never happened. And that is marked by a stupid website and an interesting person......1998. Who knew 11 years later I'd want to rip his head off ( Read more... )

I haven't used this in forever. And I think i just need to get it out ( Read more... )

So.....surgery. Kinda freakin myself out about it ( Read more... )

i havent' told Roger that things are over between Curtis and I. Partly because i"m kinda enjoying the no pressure atmosphere that we now have...and partly because Curtis keeps calling and messaging....so...the book isn't closed and i know it. \
However...i walked in last night to say hello....he took one look and was like "whoaaaa...you had a bad ( Read more... )

I wonder at nothing till he is mine down easy and dark.

Pet the soft underbelly of a tortoise.