you know everyone... i'm really sorry i've been so.... different in this journal recently.
and it has come to my attention that: the information i've been posting here has been going to the wrong people.
therefore: new journal for me. if you want the name, you've gotta leave a message.
even then, wether or not i give it to ya is iffy.
~demi

i'm so tired of all this ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:Very HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:Very HighNarcissistic:Very HighAvoidant:Very HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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ye gods, i am so tired ( Read more... )

and when i say old poems... i mean really old. like years old. but at least they are mine. and, like all my poetry, really crappy.
( really horrible poems so please don't hate me for them )

sit and wait for me
to grow up as i'm meant to be
feeling as i ought to feel
loving you like you thought i was real
i guess i'm just a toy
or maybe just paranoid
why should i try to avoid
seeing you
when i know that if i do
my life wont come unglued

this is all there is
this is all there could be
and somehow
all i can see
is the lack of what was

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so, today... went to gathering of nations. it was really awsome. gave me more pride in the part of me that is native ( Read more... )

people are so upsetting ( Read more... )

1.) What's your first name? jen ( Read more... )