Watch this page for a complete lack of updates.

Isn't that what you wanted?

Easy to understand, right? Well I have NOTHING to say that is easy to understand.

I've typed out at least seven lj posts since my last one, and each and every one feels too much like a performance to post. I am confused about my own emotions and therefore don't feel right writing them out.

Three more days of school (finals and papers included) and then I see my cadet, then I go home (to 80 degree weather).

I'm so anxious it

[Clarification: I'm not drunk ( Read more... )

I had a really random dream during my nap today (the nap which made me miss my writing the essay conference) in which, for some reason, my school (or whatever) required all women to have mustaches. It was radical. If that's the price I have to pay to succeed with what I'm doing, then BY GOD, I'LL GROW MY MUSTACHE OUT TO THERE ( Read more... )

Final narrative turned in. Sucked. Class was weird. Andrew talked to me. It was awkward. Walked out into snow drift. Wore rain boots. Love weather. Went to class. Lost glove. Hate weather. Need to write essay. Hate school. Not film student. World sucks. Sentences. Food.

It's definitely 530am and it's snowing again. Gosh this city is beautiful.

One more week.

Ergh my final narrative is not going to turn out so well. The images are nice, they just don't... tell a narrative at all. A random assortment of images does not equal a story. *sigh* How far can I push "Oh, it's supposed to be experimental"? I guess I can just say, "um... French surrealism" and hope it gets by on that ( Read more... )

I admit it, I am SO susceptible to propaganda it's not even funny.
No no, I take that back. It is funny.

So this weekend...

Hey there are so many movies I want to see. Make. Write. Produce. DP. Edit. Make millions off of. The list could go on and on.

And yet, I'm so out of here, yo.

I swear to god I'm not trying to be so emo. Really. Or so confusing or whatever. In LoF today, this guy sitting in front of me yelled "this definitely surprised and/or confused me!" and it was hilarious ( Read more... )

Today: ESSAY! and language of film final ( Read more... )