I was at work again today feeling really low. I was quiet all day and most people said I looked really pale and should be at home. Ok yeah my torn muscle was giving me twinges, but I was just really feeling low because its so stupid. A torn muscle and im like not able to do anything and in pain and stuff. Its so ridiculous ( Read more... )

Mum and Dad were here today and we didn’t really do all that much. I went into work to drop off a list and I was given a nice warm waterproof coat to wear out on site…nice like 7 weeks into digging, but hey ho its ok ( Read more... )

*you can run and you can hide, but you cant get better until you face up to those things that scare you the most*

Today has actually been really hard. I went into uni in surrey which meant getting on the train and stuff as it was my other uni. journry was ok, but really slow and the train was late getting in so i had to like practically run the 20min walk uphill to the uni as i had a meeting which i couldnt miss ( Read more... )

i wanna hide in a big deep hole. away from everything ( Read more... )

1) Go into your LJ archive.
2) Find your 23rd post.
3) Find the 5th sentence.

My sentence:

*thinks*   i think i need to go to sleep

hehe i am on porkchop sub cluster 6 :)

After several hours of sitting there swearing at my ftp settings and my website host for taking 3 hours to register a new folder id created for my domain, i FINALLY managed to publish a file on my funky (well it will be) website.

If you wanna take a look its www.fluffy-duck.co.uk however there is nothing of any relevence there at the moment. I ( Read more... )

today has been a rainy day :)

today has just been one big long slow pile of poo