So I'm back in Norwood, living with my cousin Dana and her boyfriend Ben. I'm trying to find a decent job here cuz the one I had back home was super lame and didn't pay enough and I didn't get any insurence. I worked there for 9 fucking months and didn't get one single raise...how fucked up is that ( Read more... )

I finally got the chance to come and update and read up on what's been going on with all of the lovely people I miss oh-so-much...and now I'm happy! I'm over at Danielle's, have been since Monday and I'm not going home until my dad puts my AC in. It's too damn hot to be in my house without AC.

Anyway...I've been looking for a job, put in some apps ( Read more... )

So everything is all set for moving back home...yes, I'm being uber lame and going home to my mama. I'm leaving on Saturday. Surprisingly enough, my parents were actually very understanding and my dad said something along the lines of "I'd love to have you back home"! Creepy, eh?

Anyway... I'm just not happy here, and it's noting against my cousins ( Read more... )

Why is it so hard for me to be happy? I finally have a job, I'm talking to and hanging out with Cole again, I'm working on paying off all my debts...yet, I'm still so unhappy that it hurts. I'm tired all the time, I cry for no reason, I have headaches that make me wanna barf...and I just can't seem to enjoy anything.

I hate my job, by the way. I ( Read more... )

Another quick thing...

If you read this, even if i don’t speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you....

I talked to my mom the other night and she definitely does have precancerous cells in her cervix, so she's going to have the total hysterectomy. The hospital will call in about 2 weeks with the surgery schedule. I'm worried about the whole situation, but I can't really seem to put it into words. I just hope everything goes well and the surgery gets ( Read more... )

I know I'm probably getting on everyone's nerves, but ( Read more... )

I miss high school...taken from


My High School Years:
1. What year was it? 1998-2002
2. What were your three favourite bands?
Freshman Year (98-99): Hanson, Jonny Lang, N'Sync, Blink 182, Goo Goo Dolls, The Doors, Lynyrd Skynyrd
Sophomore Year (99-00): Hanson, Five, Green Day, Nirvana, Blink 182, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Pink Floyd
Junior Year (00-01): Hanson ( Read more... )

As if my dad's health problems weren't bad enough, now my mom has to have a total hysterectomy(sp?), to get rid of cancerous cells in her ovaries. The doctors had always told her there was a chance that she could develop ovarian cancer because of some complications, but no one actually though it would happen. They're hoping to wipe out all of the ( Read more... )

I just got called into work for 4:30 today...after being told not to come in until Wednesday. That's twice now that they've changed the schedule on me. I know I should just be thankful I finally got a job, but I'm one of those people who likes order and plans...and I like to know that employer is good at that kind of stuff. I mean, I'm fine with ( Read more... )