today's his birthday.

i'm so scared of what he's going to do.

i should find him...

i need him so much. i feel like i'm nothing without him. like i have nothing to look forward to every morning. i have no reason to wake up every morning. i almost married him. how could i fuck this up so bad...

my dog's going to be put down on friday. it's so upsetting. she's 14. i feel bad i wasn't at home for her last few months alive.

another one bites the dust.

wow, how pathetic are you.

so about those thunder snow storms that make me not go to work.:)

Hey, I'm in love. How'd that happen?

i needa new crowd. that's it, i'm running away to california... or tibet.

"Let The Sunshine" - Kottonmouth Kings ( Read more... )

fuck men and their stupid emotions.

it's my 18th birthday. everyone worship me and call me. there is a party in the works here... a big one. so do call me.

i can go to strip clubs and buy my own damn cigarettes now! word.