well the subject says it all. i need some kind of tharopy. so far for the past few days i hvae been thinking and being scared of dieases that dont exist or things that are just fictional. its just so childish of me to do this. i mean i 20 years old and im going throught the same thing that every 4th or 5th grader goes throught. its just a pile of ( Read more... )

Well alot have happend since the last time that i updated. I got a digital camera and well talked to a counlser at GCC ( Read more... )

Well im here just playing my games. I havent updated because well i was busy, either playing games or hanging out with the guys. So right now im watching Teen Titans and typing and update. Alot of things happened that were fun and what not. Alot of Anime Expo news came up, went on a date that was cool, and got a new game. All of the this in what 3 ( Read more... )

tdoay was sorta of a boring day. stayed home. went out to see an interview got turned down and meet up with ben. well its was sorta frustrating to find ben. he said "well ill be at suncoast" and he wasent there. i got home and called him to find out that hes at borders reading manga. eh i called arshen and told him about it but he knew already ( Read more... )

well today was alittle new i hanged with Ramiro. well other people were there too but eh there the usual Matt Ray and Ben. well the reason is, is that hes on vacation and well he has nothing to do, plus we had to get the hotel for ax. we did that after waiting for ben for like 3 or so hours. after that we ate at shackys and well went to Ramiro's to ( Read more... )

Well today was fun. ate meat 2 times. yes i am trying to cut down on my meat consumption. the reason you ask??. because well i really dont know. i feel really sick when i eat it for some odd reason and when i think about it i get this eww feeling. its just too eww. did i mention eww ( Read more... )

well guess what ray got his first job. its just great!! i did how ever enter in my application to Office Depot. not shabby is that i got like 2 applications to do but i throw them away because nearly all of them need people in the mornin. i need to work at night bcause of my schooling. tomorrow im going to the glendale mall to get some applications ( Read more... )

like the title said ray got his first job. *Sniffle* hes growing up so fast. well he got a job at office depot. not bad if i say so my self. heck better i say. i mean i got my first job at a tackle store in orange grove. well i feel good that he got a job. almost proud. well im going to go out and get one to. maybe at office depot. but im going to ( Read more... )

Well i slept over at bens house and it was fun. i feel tired and scared (whats new) and well yeah ( Read more... )

yo yo whats up you all. im here doing nothing and being scared of what my future will bring me. ahh i dont want to get in to it because ill be just repeating what i wrote a few months ago or even days ago ( Read more... )