its funny how things are. im scared of alot of things. lite horror movies, gore and some action. oh and thrillers. i really hate being scared, because i bring it up in my head from time to time. its really hard to sleep or do anything with my life with this fear. i really hate it. this bring me to today.

Todaytoday ben called at around 7 i got ( Read more... )

Nothing really happened yesturday. I did go out with ray to China Town and Little Tokyo. I was trying to find a new gundam model kit. It is the Wing Gundam Custom Ver. Kai Master Grade. its just beautiful.....sniffle..... of course i couldnt find it. So we went to best buy in burbank and got me self a 50 pack of cd-rs. Well i needed some anyways. ( Read more... )

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well i had a problem today. My damn blinds are to small in width!!! crazy ( Read more... )

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I had a long and really intersting talk with Ramiro about my fears and what i think made that fear. What he says are always are on the dime and there always helpful. He made me realize that im not the only one. Yeah, I might not see my future and such but hey why should fret over it like a baby, just ride this life mobile that god provided me with ( Read more... )

well the day started with me waking up and getting ready to get to the laundry mat. from there i meet up with ray and went to gcc. then went to the academic counslers. this is where problem began ( Read more... )

aside from my fears that are running through my head i got MGS Twin Snake's. its a really good game if you liked the old MGS. a beautiful and awsome remake that is alone worth get the GC. i cant really type right now so ill just run through what i did ( Read more... )

yesterday i was scared of my mind. and today im scared of my mind. i couldnt sleep nore i couldnt do anything. my mind is filled with gore and violence. some are fake and some are real, but all i know is that i am freaked out. i couldnt play MGS twin snakes that well because of these thought. i am in total shit right now. i thought that my life in ( Read more... )

yess i finally got done with resident evil 0 and damn was it lame. the lamest re ever. i have nothing to say but its was fun then it became a chore and now im never going to play it again. ok maybe not but still it was pritty lame. ONE BULLET ( Read more... )