There's an inherent ridiculousness in crying over someone you never had any place crying over, and realizing you loved someone that you can never love. Someone that you've known from the very beginning of your acquaintance would never look your way, and never see you the way you see them ( Read more... )

When I met her, I was incomplete. Grossly incomplete, and in that imperfection, I lost her - lost the first person I had ever truly loved. And against all reason and instincts of self-preservation, a part of me has never stopped loving her ( Read more... )

One girl who wants me too much
One girl who doesn't want me at all
One girl with whom there is a mutual desire, but there's a planet between us

Behold, for I am Nick, Hero of Time, and wielder of the Triforce of Suckage -_-;;

When I began my studies at PC several years back, I did so because of a very profound personal epiphany. I'd previously been studying for a career in law enforcement, and while I had a knack for it, I ultimately realized that I would be miserable working in that field. The very nature of my job would require me to be confrontational with others ( Read more... )

Gah, long time since the last entry >.> Been super-busy, so I suppose it's not that surprising. But yes. Few things to comment on, most notably in the romantic department ( Read more... )

So yesterday, Krystal finally showed a picture of me to Maddox. When he asked who I was, she told him my name, and that he was Mommy's new friend. She then said that I wanted to kiss her, and asked Maddox if that was okay with him. He proceeded to grant his permission ^_ ( Read more... )

So I might be a father in the near future ( Read more... )

Baby don't hurt me. Don't hurt me, no more ( Read more... )

So, Valentine's Day, the day of the year I either wholeheartedly adore or hate with the burning rage of a thousand exploding suns, happened to fall on a Friday this year, coinciding with my traditional game night. In order to gloss over the fact that I was single for the holiday once more, I decided that a fun night of D&D and random tomfoolery ( Read more... )

And so, 2013 comes to a close, with 2014 just a few minutes in. Was 2013 a good year? Hell no. But it was an interesting one, to be certain ( Read more... )