i wish i could focus on more than one thing at once. i wish i had friends. i wish i was healthy. i wish i had a job. i wish i was on track to graduate. i wish i felt secure. i wish i knew what to do. i wish i could be happy ( Read more... )

i had a fucking breakdown in the mall parking lot today but my sister showed up and she knocked some sense into my stupid little brain. i loved everything she said and i really do love her to death no matter how much stress her over achieving ass adds to my life. im about to get back on track healthwise and im going to work my ass off at my new ( Read more... )

i lost 21 pounds say whaaaaaaaaat

i absolutely hate females

i believe i just started my third week of school. ive yet to be absent OR tardy, and i havnt missed one assignment. today i finished my third haircut in cosmetology and tomorrow is my first day of work at quiznos. it feels so good being on track and having no distractions. i love all the new things im doing with my time when i was always afraid i ( Read more... )

i fucked up

IM SO HAPPY :D

dont you feed me lines about some idealistic future
your heart wont heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures