lean in close and speak to me low.
tell me things you want me to know.
'cause i want to be the one you need to lean to.
speak to me low.
regrettful, it's the time of year for letting go
of wasting all my time
'cause you just tease me
please leave me alone.
scared of the feeling of you coming home
i'm leaning out the open windows
looking into the alley below.
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first, i must thank some people for helping me get to where i am today (literally)-

anna llama - thank you for being so sweet and wonderful to your core every time i'm with you, and for making me the Mirah mix. i love you, and would save you froma  flaming flamingo.

sonya - thank you for being so funny in such a way that it makes me feel happier, ( Read more... )

i'm suddenly feeling empty. and kinda lonely ( Read more... )

today i woke up on a matress in my living room. i wake up, and see that edward leonard goldfarb has sent me a text message apologizing about him not picking up last night when he told me to call at the 7th inning stretch at the Ems game, and i did. he had to get up early this morning, so he didn't pick up (it was like 12 his time). this makes me ( Read more... )

i can hear the soft breathing of the girl that i love ( Read more... )

Why the hell do i feel so confused? i have officially decided that it is unhealthy for me to plan ahead becuase i always freak out about something that will never happen and somehow end up disappointed.

crap.

this is bad. for me. and i have no more to say tonight except that today was amazing and i love Maryn, Anna, Sonya, and her stoned owl she ( Read more... )

First best friend: Ashley Hope-Elder and Daniella Giustina
First car: well...
First kiss: HAH! zilch.
First screen name: sapphirechick18
First self purchased album: n*sync... oh yes.
First funeral: i went to a Princess Diana memorial service somewhere in eugene when i was like 7 becuase i had this idea i would meet her someday, until she died. so my mom ( Read more... )

tan lines makes you realize what a pale freak you used to be.

which may be a good thing.

i have this crazy one on my middle finger from my ring that i never take off.

it's not as if i need the extra weight
confused enough by life, so thanks a lot.

i just realized i have not:
- taked to keith
- thought about keith
- talked about keith

in like 3 months.
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call my cell if you want to do something this weekend becuase my saturday and sunday are looking rather blank and dull, except for sleeping over with nicky and going to an Ems game.

C @ R O L ! N E
out!

( hm... yeah. )