psch...

i haven't talked to him all day.
as soon as it's 7 i'm calling him.
since his dad is weird and wont pay the long distance charges if he calls before 7.

i realized today that i love myself.
i really do.
and no one can take that away from me.
i've had enough of these pity party ideals being 'in'.
i love who i am.

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what
the
hell?

for JL i have to write a lesson plan for next class? i am so doing tots... everything else is either idiotically lame with cute babies or stuff even i don't really know... at least not well enough to set up a 30-minute long lesson plan for.

crap.

hm... well. i'm getting tan! as in brown. i think i look foreign in comparison to my white ( Read more... )

Eddy and I are so cool. i don't think you could handle it if you tried.

we just had the grand idea to start a phenomenon. he would eat ice cream on the east coast, and i would eat ice cream on the west coast. at the same time!
and we did it.

he got cookie dough ice cream from his house, and i packed a spoon in my purse and walked down to the grocery ( Read more... )

with my eyes mostly closed like a person who knows how to drown.
i'll squint at the sun and my shoulders will pray for the ground.
let's throw something over, imagine it's us falling down.
and thinking of death we will watch without making a sound.

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he called me.
she called me.
i played guitar.
we sang Damien Rice.
he cried.
i cried.
they made me laugh.
i slept on my lawn.

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THREE CHEERS FOR THUNDER STORMS!
hip hip hooray!

i love thunder. it's amazingly beautiful. and yeah...
ok so: here's ze earth. it's chilling....

kidding.

OK SO! here is a funny picture that is currently on my desktop because it makes me smile:


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wow.
i just realized that andy and i have been together 5 weeks.

i miss him already

and he isn't even gone yet.

crap.

this is going to be a long 5 weeks.

today was amazing.

i love the thunder.

i loved the saturday market.

i love andy.

crap. i'm going to miss him way too much.
♥
[sunshine]

the past few days have been amazing.

tuesday- wake up at 6. make sandwich. pack bag. drive to school. meet maryn sonya and anna by the band room. get bus assignment. find out i'm on the same bus as maryn. anna has no one. well... she has rhakim, but she wasn't thrilled about that. sonya has no one. everyone is hugging and sad. carol sinclair ( Read more... )