I really appreciate my time in RO, my time spent talking with friends helping them with their problems and them with mine. I sat down and spoke with Fenix and Nami for close to 4 hours inside this lil covered wagon in RO and it was really nice. It may be just a game but tis real people =P ( Read more... )

I just had a curiously odd occurance. It was kind of like idunno. I suppose itd be best to ask if neone knew this kind of feeling so as to make the explanation process that much easier. It was like talking to someone so much and for so long that even tho the person was a very attractive girl any thoughts of perversion or horniness left my mind ( Read more... )

Dont read this post. i mean why the fuck would you neways? XD ( Read more... )

Well i began writing finally. Now that the beginnign is out of the way I think ive finally opened the door to getting this thing done ( Read more... )

ever have one of those times where your just suddenly depressed and tired of caring abotu things but you know youll be ok once you wake up? v-v Ill hafta go back to sleep again. I hafta learn to calm down and just take life as it comes. everyones going to fuck up and everythings going to get worse and i cnt really do much about it sept parry and ( Read more... )

Laziness is a ball and chain you carry with you ( Read more... )

Well its finally getting close to ending. The hell of my life that has been Fry's is almost over. V_V I put in my two weeks notice last week, I don't even have another job lined up, I just had to get out. The place was driving me insane, one day off a week 10 days inbetween days off and just the overall horrible nature of the job mixed with a ( Read more... )

Well I feel content however, that is a lie. XD playing Ragnarok again has brought a familiar calm back into me given me a small bit of territory in the warzone that is ME. currently i got a lil camp several tents etc. Neways in short not exactly the best place to fort a war agains the turmoil and sadness and confusion just dying to rip me apart ( Read more... )

ive been kinda weird lately, emotional rather. My birthday was kinda odd i felt like it was going to suck as i cared little about it and have never really had a nice birthday. But of course obviously i really DID care about it cause since no one seemed to care at first i felt really bad. So ive been kinda pissy and such lately but after going to ( Read more... )

I just noticed something about myself which i have always known but not really realised ( Read more... )