I guess I still am not good enough for some people. i am not sure what the fuck i did this time, but since the fat fucking cunt doesn't want to hear from me, then as far as i am concerned she can fuck off. Let's see how quickly she comes running back when she fucking needs something from me. I was really hoping that things were going to be better ( Read more... )

Okay..it's the beginning of another new year.I am actually sitting here for the first time in a long time NOT smoking a cigarette. I told myself that I would quit smoking yesterday, and even though it took me until 11:57 PM, I did it. I have not had a cigarette in the last seventeen hours, and it doesn't bother me in the slightest. Just sitting ( Read more... )

Wow. Another calendar year is getting ready to close.Doesn't seem like it has been that long. Then again, when your days seem to drag by, and no one around you seems to notice that there is a black cloud around you, until you snap at someone ( Read more... )

Why does it suddenly seem as if time has closed in around me again? For a while there, i could breath, and I had all the time in the world to do whatever I wanted, but now it is just not the same. I don't know what happened, but once again i find myself battling to figure out how to get everything done in one day that I want to do.