3/15/2006 7:02 PM ( Read more... )

so krista tells me today she might be chillin with doodle this weekend.. and instead of being happy i was so jealous i seen red. how dumb is that? pretty dumb.. anyway maybe i just need to get out and see other people.. whos free this weekend? or ever really? i really really miss jess, meggie and liz.. i dunno i prolly will just stay in either way ( Read more... )

these lyrics remind me of my life ( Read more... )

i was so happy in cali... NOT becuz its as great as people say(its not) but becuz when im with nathan everything is perfect. He makes me so happy its scary, Everyone tells me how theyve never seen me so happy and glow the way i do when i talk about him ( Read more... )

tagged by stephanie
list 5 things you do when alone that relax you completely. then tag 5 people and
have them post their five things in their journal.

1. smoke cloves
2. get head from whatever guy im seeing
3. talk to nathan on the phone
4. do smoke drugs- actually they make me hype not really relaxed sometimes
5. play on myspace

tagoxmeganox,

so tonight Jess, liz and myself heh we went to a party..

we took pictures.. chilled with :
George
Kurtis
Josh
Katie
Rich
and um other people lol.

but none the less we had alot of fun and im so glad im friends with Jess and liz again!

Today.. Photoshoot!

theres never anyone to go to the playground with... :( i think im going to walk down there alone and swing the night away ( Read more... )

are we tired of my bitching yet?? lol ( Read more... )

i dont want to be like this forever.. i dont like being sad. and i hate when i make all of you sad. i really need to sign myself into a hospital.. i really wanna be worthy of someones love.. and how can i if i always have the why mes.. hopefully this time when i say it i mean it.. and i actually do it.

yesterday i was in one of my extremely depressed moods (guess its because im on a fast) but everything was just making me feel like shit it seemed as though everyone was talking down to me.. and then mat came over and everything that i was crying about all day went away and i felt ok. It was perfect i felt like i was in one of those super romantic ( Read more... )