I, Jonathan, AM FUCKING INSANEno. i swear to god. i'm serious. just ask my seizuring fingers and constant mood swings with bursts of laughter for no reason. grins and all, i swear i'm ready to kill. i don't know what the fuck is going on but i'm nervous and i'm on edge. i'm not locked up, i'm not even sure if i'm jitterish but it's all coming back ( Read more... )

i'm sure you all have noticed that i'm slowly slipping away from this and you. i'm sorry(that's if you care.)

something equally stupid. don't know. anyway, i'm updating. yeah. i don't do this much anymore. i write in my melo a lot more now, probably equal to what i used to write in here except the entries are more personal and such. i'm bored: it's a lazy sunday afternoon. whatever. i'm supposed to be doing a spanish project but i'll do it later. i've been ( Read more... )

so, i'm here in the library and it's pretty lame. the only upside to today was that it rained. it's seventh period: science. nothing much to do because there's no given assignment. just basically another orientation on how to look up topics for reports and such. no one's doing anything. this morning i had to go to school early because my dad left ( Read more... )

i'm so happy that mission viejo actually has a hardcore scene. i can't believe i found this out today. i guess there's a show going on on the 16th. cydne raven's playing along with a fall farewell, until death we part ( Read more... )

____when i find you,
____you better be alone.

i've been doing fine. mainly posting in my melo. i've always had trouble keeping more than one journal at a time. most of you know that. things have been pretty damn swell. halloween was great even though i didn't do much. talked to kristen today, around 1:20. good chat. i missed her a lot, so i called ( Read more... )

sew on a heart: AHHHHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

no.

well. today, i'm going to yogis. i haven't been there in soo long. haven't seen richard in a while either. i've been trying to get a hold of adam to see if he wants to come too. i hope something happens tonight. blah. bye.

what a dark, dark day. my cd player is broken. r.i.p.