i have something new for you.

long time, no post. agh. this is sort of me yawning. well, i haven't been on as much as i used to because i got all of my stuff taken away because of grades and crap. you all know i post on my melo now but today i was like.. "i think i'll post in my lj, it's not so hard." i just think of it as time consuming and i don't always have time.. but i do ( Read more... )

it's six in the a.m. fucking christ. i can't sleep, oh well. my feet are freezing and i'm really bored. by the way, this is to let you all know i'm stll alive and kicking(if the two even matter). anyhow, life's alright. i was ungrounded today, rather yesterday. kristen's off on her band trip to az for a comp. she won't be back 'til weds. this is a ( Read more... )

i'm sorry if i hurt any of you. i made another journal for private reasons. you know.. like.. mainly out of privacy. i hope that's perfectly understandable. it's also the reason i made a melo.. and then another one, because people keep finding me. you keep making journals of your own and trying to tap in when all i want to do is just be a nice guy ( Read more... )

i'm tired of you all.

don't take it so personal. i hardly talk to most of you anymore, you hardly talk to me. does it really matter? do you believe you're that important? i'm not talking to all of you.

i'm sick and tired. i'm fucking dead with the gone and beaten with gut-wrenching shivers. i am "always" and the daily haze is a labyrinth i starkly rave through. this is the fuck, fuck, fucking day i wish i could die. i have been blessed with the sleep of romantic pacifists. i'm tired of being that subtle, bleeding-heart confessionist. this is my ( Read more... )

i'm bored

i'm so pissed off at the moment. i swear to god i'd put a bullet through every fucking person that's nagged me tonight. my night's been shitty, it went well for about two fucking minutes and then i had to get off the phone and my mom nagged me. i swear to god i hope they kick me out for a while.. i'm so tired of this.

today:
i woke up several times this morning. i stayed awake at 10. brandon called around 10:22 and he wants me to come over. i haven't seen him in a while so i hope i can. i have a lot of crap to get done. i don't know. this seems like a shitty way to end a weekend. i want something neat to happen but i don't know what.

yesterdayi woke up about 11 ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KAITLYN!
i hope you have a good one. take care and i <3 you.
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