Just like to open this entry with a shout out to Margaret ( Read more... )

I'm writing here because there's nobody else to talk to about what's on my mind. I was talking to a friend earlier this week about my skin, and how it's very important to me. I also mentioned how he could never understand just how deeply it affects me... I've spent so many sleepless nights, so many tears have been shed and so many years wasted ( Read more... )

What an amazing couple of weeks it's been. Everytime I look up at the stars, and ever morning when I wake up before sunrise I'm reminded of what has transpired over the last few weeks. I've avoided writing about such topics because I did not want to jinx them, but now that they are finalised I'm happy to do so :D ( Read more... )

I have a friend with whom I was once close with, we even called each other best friends. This was about 3 years ago and this morning our conversation went along the lines of, 'hey' and "what's new?" We have both drifted apart from each other, and I am sad that I seem to be the only one who has noticed it. Over the last few months we haven't really ( Read more... )

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Many aspects of my life have changed this year except for one thing: my appearance. I'm essentially wearing the same clothes, using the same products and hiding behind my image - but I want to change that. I feel I have evolved and have decided to change my outside, to match the changes within ( Read more... )

Since losing my diary last week I've been unorganised, lazy and drifting through the days in a perpetual state of confusion. Of course it would be too easy to blame my lost diary, but the truth is that since my birthday I don't really have anything to work 'for'. The whole reason I had been exercising was to look good for my birthday activities, ( Read more... )

The majority of my friends has no idea that this journal exists, partly because I don't advertise this journal at all and partly because they wouldn't understand half of the things I say. The topics I talk about are intrinsic to my soul; and this journal in a sense is a window into the very spirit which fills me with life ( Read more... )

It has been a week and 2 days since I turned 20, and all I've done is work. However, I was working in a different department which was both exciting and daunting because the role requires in depth knowledge of our products and services. Try answering this question, "Hi I'm looking for a wardrobe, it's about this high and a brown colour. Can you get ( Read more... )

The last week or so has been one of change. It all began last saturday when my good friend Sammii bought me 2 books for my birthday; The Alchemist and Veronika Decides To Die both written by Paulo Coelho. I don't want to get into the details, but reading those books gave me a sense of direction in my life, and with my 20th birthday coming up I ( Read more... )