Life changes, people change, my life changed. In a good way. I finally got what I had been waiting for all this time. Now I just need to let it happen. I got all the words I wanted to hear saved deep in my heart. Hopefully he doesn't break it.

In the book Why I Am A Jew it states the following:

It is considered a sin to deny oneself of food, drink, or sex ( I like this religion/culture)

I've sucessfully fullfilled in the first two. No need for the last as long as I have good drinks to have good conversations with my friends :)

I did some shopping today. Bought Madison some fuzzy white baby ( Read more... )

So I made it through Christmas...And I actually had a really nice time with Justin and Grace's friends and family. They are the kind of people that make you feel great about life. People you just can't get enough of, and would do anything for. It's good to have that again.

I got Grace motivated to start doing her Body Shop GNOs (Girls Night Out). ( Read more... )

So James and I are talking again. As well as Edwin and Randy. Seems this was the time to make amends. Yet almost everyone says the same thing. And it all implies that I'm a heartbreaker...go figure that the only person that won't talk to me yet claims to love and care about me so much is breaking my heart. Karma maybe? Here's my horoscope for today ( Read more... )

 
Yes that's right. I am somehow completely content with everything right now. Don't ask me how or why.

My weekend was fantabulous as well. I went to Ryan's for Morgan's birthday and I had a blast. We partied till 5am, and I saw people I never thought I would. It was great to catch up and tied up some loose ends.

And now I'm enjoying a great bottle ( Read more... )

Baby’s Sleeping... ...and I'm hiding out once more in the great world of the web. Nothing new.

Yesterday was interesting. And I mean that in the shittiest way possible. I actually managed to spill an entire cup of coffee (filled to the brim I might add) only on my lap. And manuevered oh so wonderfully to avoid Madison ( ( Read more... )

 So my company was looking for a camera man/editor and I had e-mailed James but not expecting an e-mail back. He actually responded in a non hateful confused way. Saying:

I tried to respond to you through myspace but your profile is set to private and it will not let me send you a message.

I'm not even sure if you still have this email but hear is ( Read more... )

 Found some pretty great people on myspace. Ready to start a new chapter in my life. And I'm going to SD at the end of the month. I think it'll be perfect for me.