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Quiet
There is no rushing drumbeat of a racing pulse, no corresponding flush as circulation concentrates and conspires to give away runaway thoughts, no chills to shiver the spine nor the tickle of perspiration in areas you never knew had pores ( Read more... ) -
Desperation calls at 3am
When anything I write will turn out too much like a confession (notice me please I beg of you) and everything is just too raw I can't draw breath for fear of suffocating...nonsense no sense and everything's muddled because this can never happen and it will all end very badly...
There are no happy endings in this.
Everything is raw and blind and ( Read more... ) -
Life. It sucks.
What to do when you miss someone so much it feels like a physical ache?
I don't want to fall again. It hurts too much. -
So, it's that time of the year again
As the title says ( Read more... ) -
Frozen
So I watched Frozen. I cried. I actually cried.
Me. I did that.
It was Elsa, really. I felt a certain kinship with the Winter Queen. I really hated Ana for a moment during "For The First Time In Forever".
Conceal, don't feel, don't let it showDon't let them in. It's just for a day ( Read more... ) -
Growing up
I wish it did not matter, but it does ( Read more... ) -
More internal dialogue
"Well, that's my life, it ain't much to talk about, but it's..."
"You know, you really fucking annoy me."
"What?"
"I'm telling you. It pisses me off. Your blase attitude. The nonchalance. The way you shrug off hardship without a second thought. You let pain wash over and off you like it never touches you. It's enough to give someone an inferiority ( Read more... ) -
Just another day
I haven't posted anything worthwhile here in the longest time, having confined myself to 140 characters on Twitter nowadays. It's a good way to skim across the surface of my thoughts, never dipping more than a toe into the murky waters, and generally staying high on idol clouds with all its glitter and sparkle dust, an endless Neverland where Peter ( Read more... ) -
Nobody Reason (english translation)
The rose that blooms on a battlefield for the reason they don't know
It is crushed by the catepillar treads that can move only forward
Hates and pain, hatred only increases
Hates and pain, this is a sign of the times
Please hold me even more strongly
In this restless night, hearing your voice
for the reason they don't know, all around the world
The news ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
It probably surprises no one who knows me that I have major trust issues ( Read more... )