my lj posting that is. i havnt postd in months and i even now only occasionally check it to see what others say. but i think i want to start posting again at least monthly or even weekly. in some ways i think its healthy (in the only way anything related to the internet can be) because its a good way to talk to yourself about things (and ( Read more... )

a couple years ago, after lance adams passed away i wrote a post on how perspective on a tragedy means everything to the various people it might affect. it seems that the content of that post is once again relevent, in a way incredibly more personal to me. it was actually while i was doing debate work for the tournement im going to in a couple days ( Read more... )

well, i havnt really posted that much (at all actually) this summer, and id rather not see the all-too-famous death of the lj happen to me. so i figured id let the random lj wanderer on my friends list or the casual friend that i havnt seen much of this summer know whats been going on this summer with me ( Read more... )

wow, i guess im a senior now. i guess it just hit now ( Read more... )

so the suns win their next series ( Read more... )

thats right ( Read more... )

so basically, we served the shit out of the lakers tonight ( Read more... )

I HATE THE LAKERS ( Read more... )

thats what my dad told me at least. and since monday afternoon, i've come to appreciate and realize how much my parents really mean in my life. they didnt angry. and thats what hurt the most. because its the feeling of letting down your dad, your parents, that hurts the most. i know i made a bad decision. but as so many people have told me, i ( Read more... )

or so goes the nas song.

il be back sunday april 16'th in the afternoon

even though this past week (at least mon-thur) was one of the worst ive had this year, things are finally looking up. and i hope nyc is just the start of that.

i need to sleep

bye all