So here's my annual update ( Read more... )

so, my first year of college is finished. with a total of thirty one hours at MCC, I have managed a 3.89 GPA as well as working 40 hour weeks at Applebees either serving, doing to-go, expo-ing, or hostessing. i am pooped. but i have also obtained enough money (at least) for USF this coming fall and i think it will be, and is, a very essential and ( Read more... )

4.0!! :) yay, something GOOD ( Read more... )

so, i'm at Danielle's. (ps. i missed her <3).

oh AND we live in AMERICA. (The best quote ever by Danielle Harrison)
This is America...
You're free, white, and 21.

Life is absolutely...challenging. And i'm just trying to survive.

CHEERS!

happy holidays to all and i hope yours are indeed happy :)

Thanksgiving Time. The Holidays begin.

94.9 ~ Holiday music 24/7

im going to work today.

getting back on track wtih exercising.

^ Life.

BUT Mother Teresa and her words are my inspiration that i desperately need.

ps. so are my friends (I <3 you guys)

i can't take this. ive never felt so alone in my entire life. im losing myself. im so lost. i have absolutely no where to go. and i cant take help from anyone. i just don't know anymore about anything. im an absolute failure with everything. everyone in my family hates me. everyone. no one in my life remains. i cannot take this. i dont know what im ( Read more... )

Man, I barely ever update anymore, though I'm not quite certain the reason. True, I am a working woman these days and remain extremely busy what with school, chorus, Church, VNU, and just life, there have been so many times when I'd be sitting right here in front of this computer ready and willing to update and then, ploop, I become afraid. And ( Read more... )

FIRST OF ALL, i would like to proclaim to the cyber world that tomorrow i shall embark upon a journey to UF!!! First time ya'll first time. Kendalls already up there and we're hanging wtih KATH! However, any other UFers get in touch wtih me too!! 504-4913 !! i'll be up there until sunday morning. It'll be my first time at UF and im quite excited ( Read more... )

the end

Trust is such a huge deal. I cannot even trust myself sometimes. I wish I weren't so judgemental sometimes. Not judgemental in the way that a lot of people think (materialistic, societal, unimportant matters), but judgemental in the fact that I expect so much out of people. Time and time again, I revert back to my realizations that people are ( Read more... )