Tim told me to start writting.... he seems to think that it is some sort of road to self discovery and empowerment. I seem to think that it is a road to self destruction and judgment. I told this to him, he said I should pray before I start so here goes... incert prayer now....  and break.... ok so I almost wrote this on my private blog (that seems ( Read more... )

 Dude I am trying to learn how to do internet. I am not afraid of pictures on my on the internet anymore. I think I am changing. I am also starting to have a strong urge to tell people how awesome they are.  I used to feel distracted almost all the time... it is really starting to fade. Plus I am getting like goals and dreams for my life, and I ( Read more... )

I got proposed to for the first time last night. I have decieded that I love guys that will randomly propose... not just to any women though, only the ones that they truely admire. I am reading this book "blue like jazz" which I highly recommend, I feel as though I am reading an extremely insightful journal, back to proposal. The author of this ( Read more... )

allright there is no way that all of my friendships will deteriorate simply because of my lack of spelling skills... haha.... no ok, so you guys all know that I don't have much of a home in Colorado.... I lived at my sisters place last summer... I know this is hard... I know I am bad at keeping in contact but I still love all of you... I think this ( Read more... )

I won't be coming home until August 20th, Instead I will be in Newport Beach California

www.newportbeachproject.com

so this is acctually from my secret journal... I don't think that anyone acctually reads this anymore but if you do... well these are mine... they were not written with the knowledge that it would be read by other people. It is simply the progression of my mind when provoked by common sense. I don't know why I am posting it. Mostly because I think ( Read more... )

I know the exact day and time that I leave...

it is the 25 of August at 4:00 in the morning... DAD IS PICKING ME UP! I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!

just to let everyone know my admissions has been reinstated and i will be attending the university of oregon in the fall, with the full understanding that God's blessing is backing it

YEAH! ok i know i am a big dork, but i am way excited that God used this to show me that he approves

i really, really, really want to go to the demolition derby and the rodeo next week... if there are any kindred spirits among the masses please tell me... i know it isn't likely but it just isn't the same alone ( Read more... )

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