I think I will write. I never write anymore. I have a physics final tonight at 7.30, and I am ill prepared. I am scared. I need matt to help me, but he is at work. Its hard, because I don't even know where to start studying. I tried to do the review problems, and couldn't get through them. I think i finally understand all the weighted pulley ( Read more... )

This is what I am craving...I need to get out of santa barbara

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its so nice to have a day off of work. i went for a run this morning along the beach, then showered, ate some lunch with riley, and then went grocery shopping at trader joe's. its so nice to finally have food. i feel like i have been living off spaghetti and albertsons sandwhiches forever. then i went down to the beach for a couple hours and ( Read more... )

i can't believe casey died. i want to write something meaningful, about how much she effected my life. the summer before freshman year we were inseparable, i was at her house almost everyday. in fifth grade we did this dance together with shannon and emily for the talent show. we totally did the electric slide to "whose bed have your boots been ( Read more... )

yay! all done with finals! my last one was really tough, took me about 2.25 hours. ickkkkk. but yeah just writing constantly for that long blows. but a bunch of streakers did run in to our lecture hall yelling FREEEEDDOOOM! it was ridiculous> one guy got on stage and started doing pelvic thrusts. hehe. my mom was down here, so she took me out ( Read more... )

matt left yesterday. he is gone 5 weeks (i am counting down the exact number of days-33) in edinborough and then eindhoven in the netherlands doing chemistry stuff. so far i am ok. i cried a bit monday night, but matt stopped me and told me just to smile and be happy. i am really excited and happy that he gets to see all these cool places and ( Read more... )

so drunk, and just want to write that i love bagel cafe, and i want more. i am stil hungry. mmmmm...but i walked all the way to the end of iv tonight, so i deserve it. maybe tomorrow as well...

i miss matt. and i have a paper to write. and i don't like what its on...maybe i will do follow up questions ( Read more... )

i want the sun to come back!!! i am sick of all this fog, it really is driving me insane. its ok if its cloudy and raining, i like that, but fog just ruins my day. i love the feel of the sunshine on my face- it makes me want to actually be outside and exercising. now i just feel like its such a chore. ugg. its really bothering me ( Read more... )

time makes things slip away, and those things i thought i would never forget just are hardly clear at all anymore ( Read more... )