yesterday was my 21st birthday. i think it was the most pathetic day of my life. i sat at home all day waiting for this fucking package from my parents, and when the mailman came i happened to be at the store so i had to go all the way down to the post office to get it ( Read more... )

any minute now. i feel like a guy waiting on his kid to be born. constantly waiting for that phone to ring. ugh.

so fucking tired. can't sleep til 10. how gay is that.

maria is getting parole next week. thank fucking god, the nightmare might just be over. i am SO fucking excited to have her home ( Read more... )

tell me how i got hit by a fucking car. for real. sprained my shoulder shit fucking HURTS. i stuck typing with my left hand.

maria gets out of jail NEXT WEEK!!! i am so fucking excited and happy, you have no fucking clue. my baby's coming HOME!!!

i gotta go meet with my case worker about moving.

i freakin love my job. since when the hell do i enjoy work? i bring at least $50 a night, after 5 hours work. that's $10 an hour, plus $2.69 an hour in a paycheck. i got a checking & savings bank account too, go figure. i have no idea how that happened. but i have $200 saved right now ( Read more... )

had the last three days off. that sucked. i was mad bored. what? nancy likes work? oh shit ( Read more... )

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i'm going to see maria today. some shit happened in her family so she gets a special visit today. i wish i could go right now i know she needs me. she needs her mom too but her mom called me to tell me she couldn't make it... she really wanted to be there but she couldn't ( Read more... )

found an ani cd downstairs at the library today, put it in my walkman for my time on the comp. i remember listening to the live album and getting SO excited. i wish my parents could find my cd's, all of my ani cd's are with them and oh my god do i miss this music ( Read more... )

got hit by a car yesterday on my bike. my arm hurts, not broken just bruised, it was fuckin retarded ( Read more... )