i feel great! ive never been so guilty and confused and tired all at the same time, and withdrawl is a bitch! I AM SO SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!! if anyone that i am apologizing to is reading this (which i doubt) then please listen, i am sorry. I am so not that girl!! im really not, isnt that weird? i am a character in someone elses life and i was playing ( Read more... )

last night was crazy, maybe i should leave it at that.
molly----you are the number one party girl
but remember, next time its my turn to get smashed beyond all recognition

dear sex ( Read more... )

Somebody likes me....god how long has it been. its so sad to find someone that appreciates me for what i am and in order to ever "be" with them could indirectly ruin their lives. I just wanted to get laid.

smells like orange ( Read more... )

Little girl, does your mama know what you're doing ( Read more... )

i
die
everytime you
cry
when you
lie
i have to
try
to
deny
the hurt
inside
everytime you
cry
i
die

before i step inside i already know hes there ( Read more... )

although it seems that things will never work out for us
sometimes its nice, when the weather is just right, to sit outside and smoke a pack of cigarettes and think.
what is it in the air that makes me glad?
im old now

for no apparent reason ( Read more... )