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I don't know if this is me being an absolute downer or on my period or whatever you call it but, I don't want to celebrate my birthday. I don't want to turn twenty. I don't want to grow a year older. It isn't some early bout of midlife crisis or wanting to stay young or not wanting change. It isn't even about the age thing at all. I just don't want ( Read more... )

Keep forgetting to write on here. Musn't forget a promise to one's self. Boo.

Anyway, recently, a friend of mine told me that Martin Freeman stars in a movie called Love Actually and that he was a pornstar in it. Naturally, this piqued my curiosity -and curiosity only, I swear and my brother can attest to this because he watched it with me- and I ( Read more... )

This is the night before my speech tomorrow. The one I've written and needed to memorize before tomorrow. I've only memorized half. I know that I'm ill-prepared but I had a lot more going on than just the speech. Pretty sure everyone has so I don't think anyone can fault me for not really memorizing it. Tonight though, I dressed up in the clothes ( Read more... )

It's late into the afternoon now, and today marked the beginning of a long weekend, thanks to the university-wide faculty retreat. The professors may be off doing something spiritual but they're not the only one's relaxing. Really looking forward to what I'm going to do for the next couple of days ( Read more... )

A little over a year since I last wrote here and it was to dump a drabble. Can't say I'm proud of myself for doing so but hey, real life took over. I never did like it when it did that. Almost none of what kept me busy was good, but it had its moments ( Read more... )

 IT IS CHRISTMAS BREAK, BITCHES AND I AM EXCITED. not really i have so much stuff planned i don't even know if i'll finish all of it by the time school starts up again in january but hopefully i will. went to my friend's debut last night and drank. i didn't get drunk because i only had one glass and i have a stupidly high tolerance for alcohol. D: ( Read more... )

 I feel horrid today.

I don't know why; I just do. I feel like going out and picking a fight. I feel like punching a hole into my monitor; this slightly worries me because although I've never been one to give in to my urges, I have to question why I would deliberately destroy something that means a lot to me.

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College is officially driving me insane. Finals are in two weeks, which means nothing but never ending study for that two weeks and that means no internet in that time. Out of stress (and a slight mishap), I was also hospitalized last Friday. This did not bode well with my parents since I was supposed to go on an educational field trip the next day ( Read more... )