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so it slipped

well... more like i answered a question..it was asked..i answered..oh shit..well ok then.. yes.. ok?!! i miss you i miss youi miss you i can't help any of that.. trust me i've tried.. i've tried to convince myself that i hate you, to convince myself that you really aren't all that amazing, that theres better for me.. which i sure as ( Read more... )

i miss you and i'll only admit it here.. no one reads this anymore.. i suppose its possible, but its fairly safe posting this here.. i'll admit that i constantly think about you, but always try to think that i can do better..though i can't possibly figure out how that could be possible.. i am trying though..promise.. every line you've ever fed me ( Read more... )

so i suppose i havent done this livejournal thing in a long while. Heres the rundown of my beloved life ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here in good old Germany right now. i'm sorry if i misspell something, they're keyboards are a little bit different then ours. not much but its enough to confuse someone. So i actually go my passport...grr...those jerks! i had to spend the whole day in Chicago yesterday. Then i got my passport in just enough time to make it to the ( Read more... )

a lot of crazy stuff has been happening lately. Matt and i went from shit to good to great. He got me a ring for my birthday. a cubic zirconium with a white gold band. its really beautiful. its been mistaken as an engagment ring quite a few times. lol, its not, strictly HAPPY BIRTHDAY. i can't even put it on my left hand, unless i don't want to be ( Read more... )

so its my birthday, and only one person in my dam household wished me a happy birthday, and it was the one person i didn't really expect to. So i guess i got a whole lot a love here. whatever, tonight Matt is planning something all secretive. We're going out to dinner to God knows where with Grant and Candis at 6:30, but he has something else ( Read more... )

still dealing with the torture of the wisdom teeth. its not so bad, just as long as i don't talk. which i've been doing alot of all weekend, so i had to call into work cuz it hurt so bad. But still no where near as bad as i thought it would be ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to Matt's lil sister yesterday and Happy birthday to my lil brother today. Gosh there are so many fricken July birthdays . There's me, Noah, Aunt Gretchen, Dylan, my mom, Candis, Matt's sister, Annika, Taylor, and to add to it all my aunt just had a baby last night. A lil girl she named Emma ( Read more... )

TEETH! this sucks ass. I have to get my teeth pulled in an hour. I've heard nothing but bad and painful stories. maybe the doctor guy won't because i have super bad allergies right now.haha that would be just plain marvoulous! but it prolly won't happen. grr ( Read more... )