my baby got me a digital camera AAAAAND a mini printer thing to print out the pictures. sooo incredibly excited. how sweet of him...that was the only thing i actually wanted for christmas this year...from anyone..including my family...and he went and got it :o) what a sweetie. so i figured id let him open one of his presents early too...and the ( Read more... )

fuck this shit. one has no love for thereself so they won't go away...and the other just does things "because they can"....for NO OTHER REASON than that...it's not gonna work and deep down everyone knows it....but don't take my word for it...just watch and see

i'm beginning to notice a trend that i neglect my journal for months and months at a time....oh well :o) anyway, just a quick update...the past 3 weeks ive spent every day with josh :o) and we haven't killed each other yet :o) hahaha just kidding...what a wonderful use of time that boy is. sometimes i swear im gonna beat the hell out of him for the ( Read more... )

well things are certainly better since my last entry. me and josh talked some things out..and i actually think he gets what i was trying to explain to him...he knows where i stand, and so now he can figure out what it is that he wants from me. we have still been hangin out quite often, but all of those times were his call..so tahts kinda nice... ( Read more... )

well well...i dont quite know where to begin with all of this...i had been seeing a guy named Josh for 5 months now. we had some wonderful times together...we had some rough times together...but all in all...i saw the good in him. many others couldnt get past his rough and almost arrogant exterior. but i saw further...something special in him. and ( Read more... )

i had a really bad day yesterday...not too sure of what it's going to mean...i hate feeling this way.

lost my phone in the inner harbor...some chick found it...called my parents house saying she would leave it at the hard rock cafe...parents said thanks...turns out she never left it...in fact she decided to take it and use it a lil bit...we traced an incoming call she received...and lo and behold it was her grandmother...spoke to her about the ( Read more... )

amber has a boyfriend....a wonderful, honest, intelligent, genuine, and absolutely adorable one at that :o)

shoo...been a long while...sorry to all you avid amber journal readers...anyway life is good. work is slow and therefor i make not as much money as wanted/needed....but hopefully things will pick up again for holiday season...i guess we will see what happens, but im tryin not to worry too much about it. other than that not much has been happenin ( Read more... )

My shattered dreams and broken heart ( Read more... )