“I’m happy. I’ve just got low self-esteem”

[shnookem]

Is this possible? This is the problem. This is the conflict. My happiness is based on my appearance…well not so much based on it, but it is DEPENDANT on it. I realized this today…tonight. This pimple, which I have attacked and is now a disgusting I don’t know what…it has made me depressed all day. It is all I can think about. It is driving me

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[arwens_ghost]

There is NO relationship half as complex and difficult as that of the Mother and Daughter

[shnookem]

ohh tamsin...your comment almost made me cry. you are such a smart girl...the mother daughter relkationship is always so complicated. i guess what i am scared of is that i am ruining my relationship with her, beyond repair. i know deep down that that isnt true, that she will always love me and take me in her arms no matter WHAT i do, but i just feel like such a bad daughter...i just can't open up to her about my e/d, cant open up to her about my boyfriend