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Jul 07, 2005 00:50

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anonymous July 7 2005, 19:27:29 UTC
I'm an RPG whore!

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anonymous July 7 2005, 19:43:43 UTC
It's never hard to figure out who I am. I think I'm like an open book to everyone--painfully readable. Painfully boring.

I feel terribly lost. I feel dependent and needy. I worry that I've been depressed for most of my life, and have been busy trying to stay on top by controlling everything I can just to keep from seeing that beast beneath the surface. I worry that I'm clique. Passe. Ridiculous. Last night I cried and admitted that I'd thought briefly of killing myself when I was sure that no one wanted to be near me. Last night I cried and wondered if I should be on medication.

Where am I going? Can I ever run far enough to escape my childhood?

I want to be hit on. I want to be found attractive.

I want to know where all my friends went.

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anonymous July 7 2005, 19:46:13 UTC
I bought a pack of cigarettes to smoke in secret the other day out of pure spite.

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anonymous July 7 2005, 19:51:48 UTC
I come back to read because something about you seems very genuine. I like genuine. I know your faults and I know graces, and that's somehow charming.

I like you, but not romantically. You're a good friend. I should see you more.

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anonymous July 7 2005, 23:21:26 UTC
Last night I wanted to go to sleep but I could not stop thinking because everytime I would lie down I would stare at my cieling for a good hour without blinking and would just keep thinking and thinking and thinking. So I grabbed a bottle of Johnny Walker that always conviently left around my house and I drank until I vomited and then I drank more and more and more and I passed out in the grass. It was wet and cold and I'm sick now.
The end.

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