Comments | shockingalberto: Hmm.

shockingalberto

Hmm.

Jul 07, 2005 00:50

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue ( Read more... )

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anonymous July 8 2005, 04:18:57 UTC

Speaking of feeling useless, I'm fucking sick of it. It's been on my mind a lot lately, this keyword "useless." I'm fucking sick of feeling like I'm useless, I'm sick of being useless, and I'm most especially sick of people critisizing me for being useless. Do you people think I don't know I'm useless? Do you think I like being this way?

Just because you work 50 hours a week doesn't mean that I don't honest-to-god start having breakdowns if I work 30. I don't know what the fuck either, okay? I don't want to be this way, okay? So leave me the fuck alone, OKAY?!

I'm sick of appologizing for myself. I shouldn't have to appologize constantly for the same things I'm fighting against. I don't know how to fight this, I don't know how to do anything, and I hate it and I don't deserve people making me feel ashamed.

shinigami22 July 8 2005, 19:08:55 UTC

Hey, I only work 15 hours a week and I'm still having crying jags all the damn time. I know just what you mean.

shinigami22 July 8 2005, 19:16:23 UTC

Whoops, that was supposed to be anonymous. Stupid me!

anonymous July 8 2005, 12:58:25 UTC

I like reading your journal because you're an interesting person. Doesn't get better than that :)

anonymous July 8 2005, 12:59:10 UTC

I want to be liked. The smallest reproof makes me feel like a horrible baby-killer for a week. I'm usually good about it, but when am I going to learn to keep all my thoughts to myself so nobody will jump down my throat any more? But people can offend me all they want. I'm also afraid that I drove somebody away from this site, even though I'm sure it had little to do with me.
I'd like to be a person who can hurt peoples' feelings without a backward glance sometimes. But I hate those kinds of people, too.

anonymous July 8 2005, 21:54:01 UTC

i didn't realize that he was in love with me until two and a half years after his death ..

renegadedrizzt July 17 2005, 20:44:39 UTC

So, I decided to re-register.

My LJ used to be the tops.

Friend me.