I am the opposite of that. I have to courage. That is exactly why I always get made used of / taken advantage of. Sigh.... What am I supposed to do? I want to be able to defend and protect myself. I am already turning 21, and some other younger kids can do way much better than me. I need to make a change ( Read more... )

I've no idea what's up with me these days. My temper is as bad as a bull seeing red..
I'm sorry if i've been hurting you. You don't deserve this, and definitely do not need to tolerate me.

I'm stressin like a rich man going bankrupt. I've so much to do and so little time. I don't know how I am ever going to be able to finish everything by Saturday and hand up the portfolio on Monday. I know it's going to be a breeze, I just gotta hold it in for a bit and I am done. But I'm fearful. I am paranoid and I have no self-confidence. I'm ( Read more... )

I cannot stop thinking that I am fat. Every time I look into the mirror I feel disgusted to the core. My stomach bulges out like it is pregnant. My thighs has cellulite and the thing surrounding the bones trembles when I move them. My arms are like my wings. The thing weighing down on the arm flaps and they're gross. Not forgetting.. My face. It ( Read more... )

I think I've forgotten how to put on make up and be pretty and feminine.
TEACH ME?

I am starting to not miss LJ anymore! Bad thing ( Read more... )

WOW. I didn't know people would actually LIKE my thoughts-put-into-quotes.
Mmm... 
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Tonight, I'll be seeing someone special.  So happy I am! Cannot wait for this 6-hours to be gone. BEGONE.

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my heart feels heavy today.
somone must've placed a boulder on it.

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