If you could only see what love has made of me

[shoegal06]

I hate that I am online purely to see if you emailed me.I know you didn't. It kills me that you don't care. I am fighting myself on whether to email you or not. I won't I have to keep some dignity. I hate myself for still loving you. I hate myself for filling the void. I hate everything about this situation. I am not happy unless I leave things

Comments

[waitingforfate]

You're not worthless. You mean a lot to me...

[shoegal06]

You mean a lot to me too!

[lovelikeapathy]

I <3 you.... and if you wanted to email him, i wouldn't call you stupid or dumb. Do what makes you feel good about yourself. Sometimes messages dont get passed by third parties, If you know what i mean (gilbert). Maybe if you email him and tell him how you are feeling he will realize it, he's kinda hard headed. And then maybe he will apologize. And if not.... then at least you can say you tried and you are the bigger person :)

[shoegal06]

I know...gosh i just don't know what to do.