It's taken me a while to figure out what I want to say.... and I still feel lost about it. I can't quite put my finger on the way I've been feeling. Perhaps lost, alone.... maybe frustrated and confused. I'm so tired of being strong but I know that's what is needed right now. Why can't I verbalize the way I feel? I've been trapped in a vortex, ( Read more... )

10 years ago ( Read more... )

What am I doing with a man like you ( Read more... )

Sometimes I miss the way things used to be. I miss the way I felt..... I miss the way he made me feel.

Because no matter how fucked up and ridiculous our relationship was, he always made me feel like I was the only thing that mattered to him. That I was the best thing in the world. ALWAYS.

It's nights like these where I wish I was different. ( Read more... )

Alone again......

There hasn't been alot going on, since the lack of posting. There hasn't been anything to say. And I've been trying to savor the moments I get to spend with the love of my life. Because between work, movies, other friends, errands, and sleeping.....there just simply isn't enough time for just the two of us.... And I don't really ( Read more... )

I've been waiting my whole life
for Monday morning.

I would explain.... but I just don't have the energy to waste right now ( Read more... )

I don't know why I write in this thing anymore.... but I do. I think it helps... but maybe it doesnt. I'm not quite sure ( Read more... )

I'm the only one who updates in this damn thing anymore..... what happened?

It's nice that things are back to normal. It's nice not having to worry about you for five minutes.

I think I need to stop overreacting... because life gets so much more complicated when you misunderstand a situation.

I have a lot on my mind, but I'm not finding any words that will satisfy this feeling. It's nice to make new friends.