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A Dream Life Day
I wake up in the morning, in our 180cm wide bed. Wide enough to fit us both comfortably at distance, but small enough to host our vulnerabilities. It's fresh in the room, and somewhere over the wide windows, between the mountain cliffs the sun rises.
I look at you kindly, as you're still asleep and I slowly crawl to the bathroom. The floor tiles ( Read more... ) -
Doing do it because of me - I'm a Risk Factor
I know. I did the exercise to separate the emotional from this decision. I can't keep up on the hope of you changing your mind. It's a lot to carry, both for you and for me.
People here prioritize work, activities and hobbies, and only afterwards relationships.
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Negotiations
- Oh what the heck, let's get married. We've both been through the other shit before, what's the difference if it's after a couple of months, or years?
- Sounds good to me. We're signing a pre-nup, I suppose? Not that I am putting to any doubt our capacity to have a till-death-due-us-apart kind of marriage, but I don't want people thinking I'm ( Read more... ) -
WfR - part finale.
Look.. there's nothing wrong with you. You're fine. Just learn what makes you angry and how to manage your balance - how many fucks to give, for what is meaningful to you.
Intelligence is knowing that tomato is a fruit. Wisdom is not putting it in a fruit salad.
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Asta singur într-o zi de vară o vei afla și atunci să nu uiți de inima ta.
Un curcubeu de emoții, de la iritare, la curiozitate, spre relaxare și reconectare, surprindere, lupta internă de a nu o lua la fugă x3, mirarea că de fapt cineva îmi vede valoarea integrală de femeie, confruntarea interioară despre ce fel de iubire simt pentru el, despre dacă vreau să mă mut de aici, sau să sar în trenul spre Anglia. Dacă mă văd ( Read more... ) -
Age through the lens
It was only in that glimpse of a moment that I pointed my phone's camera at her, and I saw her face through my screen that I managed to see that she is old(er).
Her whole life experience and the burdain of decades in her teary eyes reflected on my screen.
It was a weird realization. It somehow dawned upon me - she is not that young anymore. Not the ( Read more... ) -
Dun vs gud
- So, just to be clear here, are we done?
- Yeah, we're dun. We're dun.
- Hey, I thought I saw a girl that looked just like you outside.
- Yeah, it was me.
- You should have stayed. But her, we're gud right? We're good?
- Yeah, Rich, we're good.
Goodbye & good luck in your journey.
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Something about a man's putting his heart out
Maybe second time around I'll actually get to appreciate it. Well, more like 4th or 5th time around by now.
And this is where the whole Angelfiasco comes into place. I think that relationship came in to teach me about the real pains of feeling undervalued for what you bring on the relationship table.
Maybe one-too-many times did I not appreciate what ( Read more... ) -
Scrisoare ție. De data asta fără supărări.
Ziceai tu tot întruna despre conexiune adevărată, unică în felul său. Dar e unilaterală. Dacă ar fi fost adevărată, mi-ai fi creat un altfel de spațiu de a fi alături de tine.
Nu m-ai fi sufocat. Ci m-ai fi încurajat. Ești dur, deși vrei să pari blând. Ești un leu feroce, rănit, dar în căutare de patimă și floricele. Le cauți în exterior, le găsești ( Read more... )
