so that song i played over the phone? i wrote lyrics for it. my first full song!!! i can wait till you awake, so i can call you and play it for you... i had cheezits and hummus last night before bed, and today i've had a bowl of raisen brand. i feel like shit after taking those viks last night, i think the dosage was a bit higher than what i'm used ( Read more... )

i sucker fucked the plan tonight... mick bought me a pack of camel wides, and gave me two vikadens, and i didnt refuse... i feel weak. even though my intentions when well, and me leaving vegas to come to westmont was done so that i could get healthy again, and to love again, or to be worthy of love again, i feel that i may have lost sheris trust ( Read more... )

drove two and a half hours to a applebee's in indiana. nearly started cryiny in the car, just thinking about the hoplessness of my situation... i just cant see anything changing. thought a good while about roobing mick and getting out of here, i can tell i'm not wanted, even if it hasnt been said. the meal, however brightened the day, it was a ( Read more... )

HA! so i played a bit more MC3, and the went outside to have the slightest of snipes when two foreign christian came to the door. i've been wearing this thermal with brandons stencil of a bible in red and black on the front, so they where mighty surprised when i said that it was forcful and wrong for a group of people to force their beliefs on ( Read more... )

BEST DREAM EVER!!! i stole a copy of the 6th dark tower book, i had super powers, we were fighting monsters.... and i cant remember much else, except comic books mother fuckers!!! co-mic-books!!!wooow!!!!

oh, i was going to cook some salmon i dumpstered from trader joes, but it ended up being a bit bad, so i just used the marinade i was going to use on it to soke some fish sticks from the freezer... bit of advice folks... dont do that. heartburn and grease from my troat down. afterword i gave up and went out on a snip hunt. i still want to quit ( Read more... )

so i was rappin to myself in the shower, and this is what came out. to much underground hip hop and no rock makes jason a rap boy... anyways, in every song i hear somebody say there name, so heres mine ( Read more... )

went out to buy a guitar string, smoked a bummed cigarette on the way, a newport light. played a banjo in the shop for a bit.... mmm i want a banjo. talked to sheri, good conversation, no major crap ups. ate chicken wings, cheez-its with hummus, and a small can of sliced pineapple for lunch. later i had a fu-fu drink and watched troy. eh. it seems ( Read more... )

after i made my last entry i made myself three eggs with 5 mushrooms, one tomato, garlic powder, crushed chillis, a handful of cheese and some sour cream. i ate half plain and the other half on cheese and bread. i played video games for 2 hours: midnight club 3, dub edition, 6% of the game completed. walked around for a bit, just to the metra yard ( Read more... )

yesterday i got of the freight train i rode from las vegas to chicago, and called micks, walked a few blocks through suburban illinois, and waited at a bp for mick to show up. smoked 1/2 a cigarette, nearly went on a speed binge from it. ate 4 small crap cookies. mick came, took us to his house in westmont, ate three plates of spaghetti and drank 4 ( Read more... )